Suffer...

cloaked by misery
alone in this lifeless void
blinded by this darkness.
i feel nothing
i hear nothing.
desolation
soltitude
despair...
like a disease with no cure.
surrounded by this plague of misery and torment.
i cant live this life anymore.
suffer
an endless wait for the end.
broken.
i tear my rotten flesh
tear my pale, cold skin.
release this blood.
release this misery.
i welcome this cold, hard steel on my body
tearing this wretched existence apart.
suffer.
the steel finally pierces through the vein.
the never-ending fall.
nothingness...
silence...
left to rot.