Blood in my Eyes...

i dont feel like myself anymore
running my fingers through these open sores
feel my bloody veins
this self-administered pain

hallucinations...
all i see is clouded visions

i want so much to cause this pain
i want to take it all away
cut this shell,
let death follow...
burying myself in this sorrow

pain coursing through my veins
have to realise,
this is all a lie
this life is just a lie...

aah...misery...misery...this sweet misery
slowly killing me
death beckons...
slowly...slowly
take it away...
i cant live through another day
all i can think of is death...
death, this merciful death...

this blade in my hands
takes two forms of agony
one is disgust and the other is sanity
dragging it along my veins...
clearing my thoughts...
purifying my soul

blood...
blood covering my eyes
blood covering my soul
sanctified...
purified...
i will finally die alone.
in this pool of blood i lay
with contempt for all the things about myself i hate
tighten my fists
hold my breath...
slowly, these feelings fade
can see death wrenched in front of my eyes
drifting away...
ending this life i hate...

the end...
the end of this agony...
the end of this misery...
the end of this hatred...
the end of...ME